Disappointment and Discouragement

I don't believe in pursuing a guy who is eithier not interested or has a girlfriend. So maybe Michael is a lost cause. At algebra I talked to him. He's a re-sophomore (he's supposed to be junior, which means he's 16). He's only 2-3 years older than me. He loves music and he's very intelligent, and silly. At lunch I was calling him to come over so I could ask him out, but he couldn't hear me. However though, later on a small piece of pizza was hurled at my leg. When I turned to the direction it came from, someone was showing me to their friend. Their friend gave me the "Back off bitch, he's mine," look. Now I'm not sure if she was looking at me, but I know when someone gives me the major gas face (my Dad does that when he's short tempered).I felt so discouraged after that. The other reasons I got discouraged were that:
1) He might not be interested or find me pretty.
2) He might have a girlfriend and
3) He doesn't know my name.
Not to mention that I was already pissed because the price for pizza went up.
It feels like one of those days back in New York, coming from school and I had a huge thing of all day teasing. My heart just dropped. I felt horrible. I think that my negative emotions affect the weather. For the past few days, every time I feel a little depressed, it starts to rain, unless Mother-Nature's rain spells collided with my fuzzed up dating destiny. It seems as though it's pontless. I'll just stick to small conversation in algebra class. I need to go start my homework.

Miserable as usual...
K.Girl

Oh My Gosh, I Might Be Going on a Date.

Okay, I'm going to do it. I'm going to ask Michael if he wants to go bowling this weekend. I'll give him my home and cell and maybe he'll call me back. But, what if he doesn't? What if he has a girlfriend, or boyfriend (gross I fell in love with a gay guy)? Or what if his girlfriend finds the note and beats me up for it? What if he's a junior or senior (man, he's too old for me)? What if he just says plain out "NO,"? My spirit would be crushed. Oh well... just have to hope for the worst and be surprised if he says "YES,".

Anxious for tomorrow as usual...
K.Girl =)

P.S. I'm hyperventalating. Yah!

Boys, Movies, and Boredom

Michael wasn't here today. I'm thinking about asking him if he wants to hang out this weekend (anyone who reads this, please tell me if this is a bad idea?!). My classes were good. I had fun mostly in 1st block (surprise, surprise). 2nd block was okay, I skimmed through a test and and worked on a crossword. 3rd block I watched Fiddle on a Roof and some of School of Rock. 4th block we had a duck-and-cover drill. We also worked on climates and I'm doing Mediterranean. I bored, so I'm going to go sulk in boredom.

Bored as usual...
K.Girl :)

P.S. I probably won't be naming my posts unless it's really important.

My First Post

Okay, like I said in Life of a Teenage Daughter, this blog willl be school related, so


ROCK ON HIGHSCHOOLERS WOOH!