The Update...AFTER A WEEK!

Well let's see, um...Michael came in about twice this week. I was looking forward to seeing him. He looked really cute and some Thursday with his white sweater on. He keeps looking at me during lunch. I tried to share sours with my friend Sarah secretly during our second block, he saw them and got like two out of me. My friend Niki wasn't here today so I had no friends in my 4th block. I grew sick of Demetrius' and Ryan's troubling me (we were doing a project were we would teach a chapter in the book. So, to boost our grade he gave someone who obviously got a 56% on there test a 94%), so I sat near that cute guy James Perkins and my friend from orchestra Xavier. She was very social, but James moved away (I'll just give up on him, there is no point). Raven has become an obnoxious bully and if she continues I need to report her. James Roverson likes me because he likes to play with my stuff and mess with me. I miss Michael and I think I should just give up on him. He's always absent and I kind of got discouraged today when I asked my Mom if I should invite him out next weekend (she said I should try it someone else, but it's kind of a lost cause with George, James, and Nicholas). Well, got to go. I need to catch some more music time before my sister falls asleep because once she does... off with the music.

Discouraged and unfaithful...
K.Girl

P.S. I think I'll give up on the boys and let them come to me. :/

Waiting and Wondering :Is No Answer a Rejection?

Okay. Tuesday I asked Michael through a note if he would come bowling with my friend Niki and me. This was during dismissal, and since I don't talk to himand can't call him, he couldn't giveme a direct response. Wednesday he skipped 2nd block, or something, and just kept looking at me funny in D lunch. Today he wasn't here, and tomorrow, if he's there, I'm going to ask him straight out if he wants to come or not. I like this guy named James Alexander Hamilton Perkins Esquire III. He is really sweet, and he's a Saggitarius, like me. I want to get to know him better, so if Michael says NO, then I'll ask him. I want to change my name to Regina Janai Ashanti Smith. A lot of kids said they didn't like that name. DON"T CARE. I have to go, I need to start my homework. Oh and um... Mrs.Wilson canceled our Orchestra Retreat because she has diabetes and they medication she was on messed her up.She came in today, all though she wasn't supposed to. She's like a grandma. Um... I think I like Aaron Dowdell again (BAD), but James is really cute so maybe I should try and get to know him more than anything (GOOD). I have given up on Julian and Shane because I don't talk to them and they have the macho attitudes (CREEPY).

Anxious and nervous as usual...
K.Girl =)

It's Official.. I'm Out of Luck

Well, it's official, I will not be able to get my orchestra supplies, my hair done for picture day (or even a picture for that matter), and I won't be able to pay my orchestra dues (or my first concert as my teacher Mrs. Wilson says). We have to pay for the car title loan, rent, bills, the payment on the Bose so we can get it back, and go shopping for cleaning supplies and toilet tissue etc. This is going to put hug dent in the stuff I need for school or just to keep myself sane like my own deodorant so I won't have to share with Mom. I have to go, I need to finish my World Geography homework.

Worried and depressed as usual...
K.Girl

Surprises, Sicknesses, and Sorrow

Okay, the surprise was that Michael isn't a Virgo, he's a Gemini (that's good, that means I have a chance at being more than friends with him). 1st block I have to pick-up some candy for the jeopardy game I have to get going. 2nd block I just had a test and I skimmed through it. 3rd we played On Broadway and I didn't stay for practice time because in 4th block I started feeling that time of the month coming (men folks count your blessings). I was feeling cranky too, so I just did a project by myself. I then got upset because of all the stuff I have to do, but I have been relieved of some stress. I'm feeling sleepy, so I'm going to take a nap (after some cookies and cream ice cream and some t.v.

Sleepy as usual...
K.Girl

Approaching the Boy Throughout the Week

Friday-Monday was good.

Tuesday we started off our groups to do teaching methods to the class in Spanish. Michael was there and complaining about his math homework in Algebra. He and I are talking to each other a little more every day (baby steps). Orchestra we took head shoots of ourselves for the upper classmen they can buy us (there is this thing is orchestra where freshmen are called gophers and can be bought and used for good reasons). In world geography we reviewed for the test. I stayed late that day to get practice time for orchestra and walked to my sister's daycare center to meet up with mommy.

Today we had to get our lesson plans in Spanish started. Algebra, I had more conversation with Michael (and Sarah is in love with an ugly guy). Orchestra we did tweaking with our positions. World geography we took the test and did an activity.

I'm going to ask Michael what his birthday is. If it's in August/September or October/November then I'll know why he complains so much or why he is so lazy and bad (I don't know why that is attractive). I need to get my lesson plan started.

Sweet and fast as usual...
K.Girl

Rock-a-Thon

Rock-a-Thon was awesome. I now like three guys:
1. James Perkins
2. Michael Doe
3. Shane Doe

The Doe means I don't their last names. I stayed up from 11:00pm-7:45am. I passed out and woke up later (it was strange, I didn't feel like I was in my body [kind of like how I feel now] I was a zombie or something). My friends said I looked like death because I didn't get any sleep and my hair was covering one eye. I found out that the school entrance near a park is the school's front entrance. James knows that I like him, and he doesn't have a girlfriend, so my chances are 50/50. There were no bugs, they were all outside, it was too bright in the school. It was nothing but small bugs like spiders and struggling grasshoppers. Orchestra wasn't allowed all over this school (all though I ran around the place several times), but band was playing hide-n-seek. We had dancing, games, food and drink. James played his guitar for the girls in the gym and had an entourage. I had one too when I stole Jason's hat and him, his girlfriend, Savana, and his best friend, Ryan, began to chase me every now and again. I feeling a little depressed and sleepy, so...

Sleepy and depressed as usual...
K.Girl =(