Disappointment and Discouragement

I don't believe in pursuing a guy who is eithier not interested or has a girlfriend. So maybe Michael is a lost cause. At algebra I talked to him. He's a re-sophomore (he's supposed to be junior, which means he's 16). He's only 2-3 years older than me. He loves music and he's very intelligent, and silly. At lunch I was calling him to come over so I could ask him out, but he couldn't hear me. However though, later on a small piece of pizza was hurled at my leg. When I turned to the direction it came from, someone was showing me to their friend. Their friend gave me the "Back off bitch, he's mine," look. Now I'm not sure if she was looking at me, but I know when someone gives me the major gas face (my Dad does that when he's short tempered).I felt so discouraged after that. The other reasons I got discouraged were that:
1) He might not be interested or find me pretty.
2) He might have a girlfriend and
3) He doesn't know my name.
Not to mention that I was already pissed because the price for pizza went up.
It feels like one of those days back in New York, coming from school and I had a huge thing of all day teasing. My heart just dropped. I felt horrible. I think that my negative emotions affect the weather. For the past few days, every time I feel a little depressed, it starts to rain, unless Mother-Nature's rain spells collided with my fuzzed up dating destiny. It seems as though it's pontless. I'll just stick to small conversation in algebra class. I need to go start my homework.

Miserable as usual...
K.Girl