Absent Crushes, Bitchy Ex-Best Friends and Too Much Algebra Homework

Michael wasn't at school all this week b'cause he got suspended for something stupid. My Mom says I should wait for him to approach me when it comes to phone #'s, hangout, etc.. I don't really have that kind of patience after, oh say 5 yrs. of rejection from crushes. I'm losing interest and I want to get to know him. No one is really giving me support for that, so, maybe I'll just give up on guys, go goth and focus mainly on my studies. Alicia (my ex-best friend) turned into a preppy bitch after Orchestra Retreat and I'm not taking it, so she isn't my friend anymore. I suffered with a lot of algebra homework that pilled up and Mom kept yelling at me for it. My Mom stopped helping get up in the morning, and she hates the music I listen to. She complains about everything, and she's snappy. I don't know what is going on with her, I just know she's being mean lately.

I just broke one of our cups. I poured cold soda into a hot glass (dummy) and it cracked. I heard it and then I saw it. I can't do anything right. I need to go to sleep.

Later.
K.Girl